暮光之城1小说 暮光之城英文原著小说
&34;Why you did it. Why didn&39;t you just let the venom spread? By now I would be just like you.&34;Edward&39;s eyes seemed to turn flat black, and I remembered that this was something he&39;d never intended me to know. Alice must have been preoccupied by the things she&39;d learned about herself… or she&39;d been very careful with her thoughts around him — clearly, he&39;d had no idea that she&39;d filled me in on the mechanics of vampire conversions. He was surprised, and infuriated. His nostrils flared, his mouth looked as if it was chiseled from stone.
He wasn&39;t going to answer, that much was clear.
&34;I&39;ll be the first to admit that I have no experience with relationships,&34; I said. &34;But it just seems logical… a man and woman have to be somewhat equal… as in, one of them can&39;t always be swooping in and saving the other one. They have to save each other equally.&34;He folded his arms on the side of my bed and rested his chin on his arms.
His expression was smooth, the anger reined in. Evidently he&39;d decided he wasn&39;t angry with me. I hoped I&39;d get a chance to warn Alice before he caught up with her.
&34;You have saved me,&34; he said quietly.
&34;I can&39;t always be Lois Lane,&34; I insisted. &34;I want to be Superman, too.&34;
&34;You don&39;t know what you&39;re asking.&34; His voice was soft; he stared intently at the edge of the pillowcase.
Preoccupied 全神贯注的
Chiseled 轮廓分明的
“为什么你要这样做。为什么你不让毒液继续传播下去?那样现在我就像你一样了。” 爱德华的眼睛变成了全然的黑色,我想起来了,这是他永远也不想让我知道的事。爱丽丝一定在一心一意地想着自己的事情……或者当他在附近的时候,她一定对自己的想法很小心——很显然,他完全不知道她已经向我灌输了吸血鬼转变的技术性细节。他很惊讶,也生气了。他的鼻孔张大了,他的嘴巴看上去就像是用石头凿出来的一样。
他不打算回答,这很明白。
“首先,我得承认我对亲密关系没什么亲身体会。”我说道。“但这更合乎逻辑……男人和女人应当稍微平等些……就像是,不能老是他们中的一个突然出现然后拯救另一个。他们应该平等的,互相援助。”
他把手臂交叠在我的床边,然后把下巴放在自己的手臂上。他的表情平静下来,他的愤怒遏制住了。很显然他已经决定了不对我发火了。我希望我有机会在他抓到爱丽丝以前警告她。
“你确实救了我。”他安静地说着。
“我不能总当露易丝?莱恩。”我坚持着。“我也想当超人。”
“你不知道你自己在要求着什么。”他的声音很温柔,他紧张地盯着枕头套的边缘。